OKAY I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND AND I WILL

DO IT FOR SURE. NO MATTER WHAT, I'M

BUILDING UP MY PRIDE AGAIN. NO MORE

FEELING PATHETIC AND LOUSY MWEHEHE! :D

NO TURNING BACK, NO REGRETS. THIS IS IT,

BREAKTHROUGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

BY THE WAY, I'M CHANGING BLOG,

TEMPORARILY.

BYE GHETTOLOVE- READERS :)

It's days like these which I feel like sleeping forever and never wake up. Well, it's childish thinking but let me indulge in these silly thoughts once in a while. It's harmless. I've been doing a fair bit of thinking today and I must say I've grown out of the stage where I've written silly sappy lyrics all over the whiteboard when I'm upset and neither am I wrting I love yous a hundred times on foolscape paper. I don't know how much I've grown either but I know for sure that I'm not as stupid as the past. (Or am I still?) I'm clueless.

I simply can't adapt to changes. I happened to chance upon something today and I got reminded of the old you. What happened along the way? What has changed? I miss the old you but I know for sure it's never coming back. Never wait for anyone but your ownself. I guess that's true. I miss what we had then but nothing I can do can bring it back. Well zero hopes and expectations means zero disappointments. You've changed so much and I've watched you change yet you're so unfamiliar. We seemed to have left a part of us along the way. I guess there's no point of me staying. I was doing fine, until you came along again. Srsly, I don't know whether to hate you or love you. You're just a waste of a song, you're a simple regret. I wish I'd contract high fever, because it'll give me a reason to sleep like there's no tomorrow. Not that I can't now, but at least I can do it without feeling guilty. Come Tanny, kiss me and give me your fever hee hee

My brains are muddled. Tomorrow will be a better day. Shopping with my galpals :)

But is it okay if I say this one more time,

I miss you.
@ 10:43 PM